Friday, 15 May 2009
i need something
something to occupy me.i love drawing,but i still feel that i am too sloppy to be happy with the finished pieces.i started to have a little mess around with my old jewellery last night,and i made my little mexican shrine(i got the box off etsy).i also put a skully face on a bug white flower...and then i got bored.my heart lives for creativity and at the moment i am producing zilch.i know my true passion is art.i love drawing.but i can't seem to get the knack of the finished product.it's driving me mad because i KNOW i can do it and that all these other artists are no better than me,but on paper,they are!if you know what i mean?aarrrggghhhh,i just feel like i need some artistic epiphany...
on another note,i'm a little nervous of my driving lesson this sunday.as the weeks go on i seem to be getting a little more nervous beforehand.maybe it's because my brains full of all these details and i worry about getting it wrong when actually driving.my teacher says she normally gets an idea of what pupils are going to be like at learning to drive on the first lesson.she assured me she wouldn't say anything just to make me feel good,and i believe her as she is quite straight talking.she thinks i will make a good driver,which was really great to hear.but i just hate it when i stall,or cross over my hands when steering or braking too suddenly.a few people now have said to me that at some point it will just "click" and become more like second nature.i want that point to hurry up!i keep having a little run through what i've learnt so far,like in steps,such as 1.clutch down 2.change gear etc etc...i don't know if that helps with driving lessons?like revising?or not?i am very excited and do enjoy my lessons as i know it will all be worth it,i just hope i start feeling more happy with my progress.
looking for cute pictures on google to put on this entry,i found this awesome article...and instantly i feel a little better,it's not just me who worries!