Tomorrow, as mentioned, I am going to Brighton with my good friend Heidi.
I am really anxious. And a little scared. What is wrong with me? I'm not even leaving the UK for goodness sake... Maybe it's because I haven't been on holiday for years, or that the only place I go without Mikee and the boys (as in for a few days at a time) is Wolverhampton to see my family.
Why am I so anxious? I feel a little upset too... I shouldn't feel upset, I'm going on holiday with my great friend... I'm an idiot, really.